"There's some sins that you commit that you can't come back from, you know. No matter how hard you try.. you just can't, you know. Its like the devil is waiting for your body to quit... because... he knows. He knows, that--that he already owns your soul. And then ... I think maybe --you know-- maybe I think there is no devil. You die. And God says... 'Nah', 'You can't come in', 'You have to leave and go away', 'You have to be alone'.... 'You have to be alone forever.' "